♥ 1st Form4 Exam
♥ 4:55 PM
Okay actually I shouldnt be sitting at here this hour this minute this second now.
"because I should be locking myself in my room and study the no-ending lessons? "the answer is '
NO'.
I should be
sleeping on my super comfy bed now!
Guess what~
I have my
Sejarah, Chemistry and B.Cina papers today!
god.terrible. nono,
worse than terrible!
I started my revision at 4pm yesterday.
tick tock tick tock.until...
"ah ying, 吃饭!""Okay i'll come over later!"until...
kakak said :
"ops the movie has started!"until...
kakak shouted :"
tuan! berita sudah start~"
(okay it was already 10.30pm)
until...
"
bang~"
the closing-door sound from my parents' room.
"Ops?my dad is going to sleep already?" O.O
actually not that seriously lar it was only 12am.
then I count with my fingers.
start from 4pm~minus the time for bath and dinner,mayb an hour.
So
"6 , 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12"Duh~
7 hours! just cant believe with what I've done.
[[ Why dont i spend mayb a half of that for revision everyday huh?!
I thought 3-hour revision is
too much for a day?! ]]
BUT~ I have soooo lot more to finish man!
I
couldnt finish it in time =(
But my eyes were extremely heavy
x.xSo I decided to sleep and wake up early in the morning.
Three of us, yupe u're right,
Sara Nancy and
me, again!
three of us cannot stand le.So we decided to sleep 1st,
and wake up at 5am.I set my alarm at 4.30am.
But i just couldnt wake up! X_X
I dont even know when i closed the alarm when i really woke up at nearly 5am.
Luckily Sara woke me up! I slept in my brother's room
(my study room for now XD)without switching off the lights. eew.
I really did my very best to memorize all of them.
yet i still cannot finish it before going to school.
Not only that.i
didnt touch my BC workbook at all!
I studied it at the very very last minute.
And the questions are
harder than hard for a student who didnt memorize it T_T
Especially the
ming ju jing hua =( We have to answer about 10 of them in structure form without any selection!
I was like
"argh!how come i couldnt remember it?!" I know i read it! I DO READ IT~
But I just cannot remember it completely.
Is that about
tension?! When i went to toilet after the exam, I only remember ne! sobb*
And my
physics. sigh*
When i was reading it, I thought i know I thought i understand I thought i can.
But I aint~ fine. I'll put more effort in it I swear~
I think i noe why, and I found that I was too
relied on tuition for the past 5 years.
After tuition, i need not to do any revision lor.
Just paid attention during the tuition.
But now... without tuition... hai ~
really different de! u wont noe until u dont tuition hoho~
And I'll try again in my nx exam since I noe why ady.
wish me luck =)
I'm ready to accept the
horrible result.
The
1st exam,
the
1st time I blank-ed the answer.
The
1st time Im so
unconfident with myself!
eh but I just dont feel sleepy now.
Maybe because of the half-glass of coffee that I've drank at 5.30am ba.
1 more day to go~
PM n BI.
im extremely relax now! lols.
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