♥ MY GROWING UP TALES =)

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2009-09-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

moved to here!

welcome to my new home
click me? :D

:)

♥ 17.08.09

2009-08-17T21:05:00.005+08:00

I , originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.
Life is GOOD! =D

如果不是要用日期来作为我的 title,
我真的不懂今天的日期。
因为上星期都没去上课；
今天爸也叫我别去上课，
因为我咳嗽很够力，爸怕我乱传染给别人
而且咳嗽咳到很恐怖，一咳就不会停，辛苦 T_T
现在才来想念那时健康的自己~！

读书的心情又不翼而飞了。
现在根本就是在度假的 mood, 而且上星期去 camp,
camp?像度假多一点，就一直很轻松，没有辛苦的事情
又睡 hotel, 跟外国人聊天玩游戏游泳，
回到家生病然后就躲在家里1星期，
哇看来我有很多要追回去了……

好久没有跳舞了，老了，硬了，
跳到很不好，加上这次没有人肯一起跳，
剩下唯一的死党，
2个人，你觉得会怎样？很多动作都需要很多人一起做才好看的，
所以这次2个人，歌也不长，舞也不难，可是就是跳不好。
这星期你们都别来看啦 T_T
而且上星期5才开始找歌呢哈哈哈
就祝我们好运吧 =D

忙完后，假期，就是追回全部 chapters 功课 etc 最好的时候了。
就要 focus 在课业上了。

还有
中五生
考试，加油
♥

♥ 反省

2009-07-23T17:16:00.004+08:00

这一次考试，虽然只是小考
可是觉得这次考试是酱久以来最糟的一次，真的没有信心
“没有读书”，和“有读书”
就差一个“没”字，可是成绩应该就能够很清楚地分别“有”，还是“没有”

我自己的确是说了很多次在考试后我会读书我会我会我会
结果最后呢？结果呢？有吗？
我真的很想臭骂自己一顿。死笨蛋，还这么懒惰。
我很讨厌在考试前因为读不完拼命读然后压力就会来了。
我很讨厌在老师还没进班前一直赶着等下要交的功课。
这种生活，没做到功课又要一直提心吊胆地上课，怕老师问，怕老师骂
每次考试时就会“考试前一直又温习就好”，
考试后呢？我又把那种我痛恨的感觉抛到不懂那里去

最近又用回旧的电话。（因为新电话不见了）
打开信息，全部 save 着的信息还有在，很多回忆。
看到一封以前姐曾经在我睡觉时 send 来的一封信息
（当时也是因为自己生气自己懒惰吧？忘了……）

犯错后最重要的三件事是：
一，原谅自己。
二，反省、从错误中学习
三，不再重蹈覆辙。
一味惭愧自责是无补于事的。
加油吧，嘉盈妹 :)

姐[19.05.07]

天啊是我中二时的信息了耶。
（跟我很好的朋友都知道我很喜欢 save 下 msg 的吧？
我还有很多呢 =D)
我存下来就是要我记得。
三个步骤而已，都做不到
我现在在进行着第二个步骤。

对呀，我记得看过一本书，写“if you keep doing the same thing in the life, you keep getting the same results!”
我还是这么懒惰，所以不用 expect 进步，更好的成绩……

今天更是发生一件极度考验我的事。
今天考华文，我很多不会做（名句精华），都空着，对呀来不及读，怎么会做呢。
一张写着慢慢答案的纸丢到自己桌上。
天啊！是答案咧！！我只要看，我可能就可以拿更好成绩了耶！
答案啊！就在面前……
就在我面前…………我马上把它放到铅笔盒下压着。
我在思考，我到底要怎样…~ 我转过头，看到伟胜，他摇了摇头，
（不只他看到我拿到那张纸）
我不懂他是因为我也偷看答案而摇头，还是叫我不要，
不过从那一刹那，我决定我不能这样做。
我手心都流汗了，又冰，很矛盾。
不过我再思考……一次小考而已，成绩不好就算了，是自己没有读才不会的，那才是你应得的成绩，你酱做不就是跟那些偷看答案的人一样了吗？（虽然是人家给你的）（有时我不喜欢人家偷看，因为对有读书的不公平，不过小考就算了啦~）这样你不就是那种一点原则都没有的人吗？你拿你就是那种容易动摇的人。那种连你自己都不会尊重的人。
虽然在考完过后看到朋友纷纷在讨论，都是我不会的。
不过就算我抄了，拿到好成绩，给父母看，如果他们知道我是抄回来的话，
那一定比我考得差还要糟糕……

不能。
我告诉自己不能。
（虽然只是小考，不能，我不要酱就破例）
我不要，就是不要。
结果，还笑得出，因为想通了，根本不需要矛盾。
我差，因为我没有读。
你没有读，就应该拿你应该拿得分数。
就酱。不要怨别人

今天考 Sejarah 真的想了很多，
如果这次 Sj 没有加功课分，我可能就不及格了吧。
*惭愧*
现在你们都看到这个失败懒惰的颜嘉盈了吧？

♥东西。缘分

2009-07-18T17:00:00.009+08:00

有些东西，

你再喜欢，

也不会属于你。

有些缘分，

你再强求，

也注定要失去。

有些东西，

你再留恋，

也注定要放弃。

有些缘分，

你在挽留，

也要成为过去。

真的很有 feel 吧 :)

copyrighted by 林敏俐
(i dont have any idea who is 林敏俐 from pi chung, any1 knows? help me to tell her i like this so much!♥)

(很久以前就很喜欢的一张照片 =D）

♥ 命中注定

2009-07-12T01:08:00.004+08:00

都有好多年了，每天的生活都少不了你们

真的是每一天！

那天老师给我们做个心理测验，测试自己的性格

结果做了过后发现，

我们仨人，都是很很很不同的人。

我勾到最多的，性格多数是好玩，搞笑，戏剧化，出名，创意之类的东西。

这个性格，Sara勾到的数目竟然是零！

我是属于表达者，不过其实我真的觉得那些全部性格都很像我。

Sara是分析者，敏慈则是平衡者。

其实最大差别的都是我和Sara,我选到有7个是我觉得像我的都是属于表达者，

Sara却一个都没有。我只选到2个的分析者，他却选到最多。哈哈

真的觉得好奇妙。

不过我们的兴趣又有很多大同小异。

想法虽然有时真的很不同，不过有时又有很多共同的想法和意见

=D 有时真的觉得敏慈想法比较像我，

可是在某些时候又觉得Sara比较像。哈哈哈

一切都是最好的安排啦

很开心很开心很开心我有你们俩 ♥

真的好喜欢你们啦，哈哈

做我一辈子的朋友 okay 吗？

♥ a last trip with you

2009-07-05T12:22:00.004+08:00

eeeeeee, i have been wanting to post a blog about this trip a few days ago.
im so much lazier to write something here compare to before =P
haaaaa but i will not stop!

before we organize this trip, many people asked us to organize, and better to be faster,
SO, at last we do :) we know that the form5 guys are busying with their exams, revisions and tuition so we handle everything about this trip, we really really really hope that every1 could join, willingly, happily and etc.
because, this is really a LAST trip/journey with the form5 members =\
do you really think that there's another chance that the same batch of people can hang out together?! anymore?!
if we won the last choir competition, then it's okay, we have a lot of chance to practice to present to have fun!

but...we're deeply saddened by the number of members who is willing to join.
i thought every1 would say "oh YES! finally...! no problem!" (ah something like that..)
hmm completely out of our expectation.
ahhh im not blaming any1! they have their reasons.
but i just dont know whyyyyy =( is there any problem with the date we chose?
at 1st we chose 31th of july, but then we only know that the PRA PMR will be held at the 3rd of august, so we changed.
and we did consider about 20th+ of September which form5 guys prefer, because it would be after their PRA SPM, but then our (form1,2 and 4) exams would be held at October. eew, what to do?
so we chose 24th of July which is the day that every form will finish their last paper,
personally i think that not many of us would study again right AT THE DAY we finish our last exam paper, isnt it? we will rather RELAX, yamcha, go cc, chiong K and etc. so why not we use the day like that to go for a short trip? =\ To miss or skip 2 classes of tuition will not make you fail in your exam right X___X this trip, the ONLY 1 and the LAST 1. no more afterward. no more after we graduate =\
aww sorryy but i really hope every1 can go =(

we really have begged a lot of people to join, we have not enough people, we will have to pay more...
how comeeeeee, CHOIR MEMBERS! where're our OHMMMM?! all gone D:

this is a last trip with YOU, FORM5 guys ♥

i really really really miss the moment we practise singing together.

and the days we perform, when every1 helps others to make up, and rushed out together,
took photos non stop...
oh mannn the '病' comes again! feeling to cryyyyyy aw,
当我们同在一起
真快乐无比。

♥ 谢谢爸爸

2009-06-17T17:55:00.004+08:00

meet my new pet :D, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

为什么每次在做别的事情、要睡觉时就有灵感

现在要来写，就好像不懂要写什么

对呀，很突然的，昨天我买了一家新相机，而且是我一直很想买的

想起大约一个月之前的那一天，在车上想了好久好久

终于敢开口，心情应该就像告白那样吧，想说又怕被骂被拒绝

然后终于说了出口，用了10分钟，终于完成那一句话

爸爸没有骂，我一直说服自己不要这么紧张好好说出口

爸爸还说了很多我自己意想不到的话，就好像也同意

其实我真的很想说出来，打在这里，我好像就是想不出……

Daddy就是知道我很喜欢，所以那天以后每次在报章上看到有关于DSLR的一定叫我去看

看到广告，也一定问我适合不适合我用，很好因为我和daddy就一直一同分享一些找到的资料，讨论下要买哪一架

有些朋友就问：哈？你甘愿要相机都不要新手机？对呀，我现在用着旧的手机，用着爸爸以前的号码，都不敢多多要求了。

mummy也不知道这件事，就感觉daddy真的很疼我，然后到要买了，我好是觉得要告诉mummy,

幸好Mummy也没反对 :) 那天去了马口看，贵，就下芙蓉看，下了芙蓉看，更贵

结果在芙蓉回庇劳时，daddy看了看我，就用很调皮的口气说“明天我们去马口”~

他知道我很开心的，虽然我没有表态，我说我第二天有补习一直到9点，不能去。

第二天回到家，我很累，在爸房间想休息一些，再接下去去补习（有45分钟）

爸爸看我很累，说：我们等下9点后一起去马口噜！

我其实真的很开心，因为我其实很等不及试用了，爹地就是好想知道这个可以让我精神起来一下这样

我当时真的很期待，在那之前只要想到爸爸要买一个我想要买的东西给我时，

我就有一股想读好书的feel!因为我不想浪费不想爸爸因为疼我变成宠坏我

爸爸也有问说：如果你一直玩便到没有新读书呢？我吸了一口气，想了很多东西，想到自己懒惰的态度还有3分钟热度的所有画面，然后说：。不。会。

说了，对这句话就有责任了吧？

我要谢谢你的话，实在是太多了
你对我们做的事，也实在是太多了

我

真的真的

很

爱

你

♥ 生日真的要快乐

2009-06-12T14:53:00.002+08:00

Growing old is mandatory; growing up is optional., originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

Happy belated birthday to kah yan,
Happy belated birthday to Jia niE,
Happy early birthday to Mervin,
Happy early birthday to Wen jinG dear,
Happy early birthday to Mei linG

we share a cake! okay? :D
hope every of your dream comes true ♥
be happy always!

♥ 同学会

2009-06-11T23:15:00.006+08:00

Thank
YOU ALL
for the
awesome
party
:)

*thankyou Teck Hou*
feel that you're mature. (although you're still that 38)
happy and could really forget anything unhappy :D

hope our friendship remains unchanged.

♥

♥ flickr

2009-06-05T09:41:00.010+08:00

sky lover, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

我承认，我发现，我觉得

我真的很少在这里写写东西了

一直在想，这里要写什么，有什么事一定要写

最近在 flickr ,因为每几天就有一张照片

而且照片都是从生活上得到灵感的

post了照片，就会写感想和最近发生的事，

感觉上，他已经有点代替我的blog了

唯有不同的就是这里都是我认识的朋友留言

而那里都是那里的朋友留言。

每次post了后，都会想要不要也post一个在blog,

不过有时同样的东西，觉得没有必要。

所以我现在就在想我blog要写的到底是什么东西 ~

其实在 flickr 我会写比较多，因为没有人认识我

我可以写想写的东西可以写秘密

应该怎样呢？ =\ 这样都要烦，哈

其实我真的很喜欢flickr，不只是喜欢，其实是因为是那里启发了我

我才会有这些这些所谓的创意，还没有看到那个网站之前我根本就像个井底之蛙

看了才“OH!原来照片是可以这样的……”

况且就算放在 friendster, 也没有几个人会喜欢

可能那里的人会觉得我很傻很浪费时间，可是flickr不会。

以前都只会自拍然后edit 自拍照，就以为很厉害了。

其实当时什么都还不知道呢。所以基本上，我是很感激觉得很幸运找到了flickr,

因为很多出名年轻的photographer也都是在那里的

看到世界每一个角落的照片，也有些是专业的摄影师

也顺便在那里请教别人，然后看看他们的技巧，

每一天都会有新的“哦！原来照片是可以…………”

不同角度不同颜色不通风景，每天都在感叹着

前天半夜3点起来睡不着，无意在书橱找到一本说到以后 career 的书

它把工作分成6种，

Realistic - working with hands/physical work/machines/plants/animals
Investigation - conducting experiments/analyse/interpret data
Artistic - work requiring self expression/creativity
Social - working with people (helping relationship)
Enterprising - working with people (managing/ directing relationship
Conventional - working with data, details

然后就有写了很多工作，看了，还是不懂自己怎样想

因为昨天带国正去MMU的宿舍，就突然想到自己很没有方向，嘻嘻

觉得自己成绩其实好像还可以应付其他的，不过兴趣比较倾向与Artistic

不过我看过很多马来西亚大学的书，看到很多 design 的，又好像不是我真的想要的那种

hmm =\ 所以…………

还在飘，飘

Life's Brief Candle, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

put down all worries, and float., originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

(如果要知道照片背后的意思，就按进去看吧，我懒惰写啦 :D）

我很肯定，没有遇到 flickr, 我一定不会有这些 ♥

♥ ½ year Exam

2009-05-23T09:13:00.009+08:00

I need you, my TWINS!, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

this idea came when I was studying, at the midnight, when i was hungry and tired.
I hope there's some1 knocks my door and take me a bowl of maggie, come in and massage me Lol.
I hope there's 1 or 2 more me(s), then the work should be so much easier, right?
I read this chapter and she reads another hahah.
okayy fine i know it's impossible again and I just love to use my photos to reflect what I think and what I cannot do in real life hehe :)

i think the result for this exam will not be really good.
I ~~too lazy~~ didnt prepare it earlier , as usual.

but I promise, I'll study everyday after exam like im examing, okay? D:

pleaseeee do wish me luck. I dont want to be suffering again for the exam.
well sleeping late is not suffering, but not sleeping when Im really tired is suffering!
yeh?

3 days down, 5 more days to go.
jiayOu, for every friend :)

♥ sincere?

2009-05-17T11:27:00.004+08:00

Time is what we want most, but... what we use worst., originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

I have not post any blog for a quite a while already,
and i really feel to type something here now.
oh but the photo is not related to this post :] that's 1 of the recent photo that I've edited,
yeahh after losing the competition in choir, and exam is areally around the corner now,
but i feel like i havent really get started yet D: so, this photo's title is something like
"I wish I could Catch the time", I really really wish we could do that !
I want to reverse and back to the past right away D:
so sad..my mood now isnt really bad but.. Downn
I dont know, but what I want now is silence, calmness, and type my blog .
i dont even want to listen to music this moment.

Why?
why did you do that?
why dont you cherish our friendship?
why dont you be a little bit more mature..?
why dont you think about what will every of us feel when you said that?
why dont you feel sorry for the words?
dont you think that this attitude is really a main weak point of you and this could really bring a lot of unhappiness and anger towards you?
oh noooo.

im wordless when i heard about it.
im glad the rest of us are not like that,
im glad we dont do that or people would hate us like they do to you.

please confess.
we dont want to hate you,
but YOU made us want to hate you,
you dont value our friendship, It's okay.
we're still friends, but not the sincere one anymore .

♥ Lose or Win?

2009-05-08T13:25:00.005+08:00

We are all Actors, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

(1stly i have to clarify that i also dun like this photo because it looks really terrible, flaw everywhere but it just could reflect my mood)

Yes we got 3rd for our choir (state level) yesterday.sad.
we care this competition more than ANY others!
choir gives me TOO manyyyy ! Mr.Yong sacrificed TOO manyyy!
we missed 2 months' classes and we got a ton of complaints from teachers.
Yet we cannot get the best, We're sooooooo sorry to Mr.Yong D:
It hurts us more compare to break up i suppose =(
words couldnt describe how we feel, people asked us to look at the positive side--
that we will have more time to concentrate on our studies but they just dont understand how we feel D:
the memoriessss, the friendship, it's priceless!!
Im actually SO GLAD that i joined choir and know all of you, you all are so awesomeeee!
the BEST i've ever seen, we laugh 2gether, and cried together, yesterday.
Before that, Mr Yong had told us that we might get 3rd already,
but... we know we can do it better!! we know we are the best.
We just keep on praying and hope that God will give us a chance, a LAST chance,
we promised we'll do soooo much better next time! but it fails D:
And our headmaster did ask the judges about our performance,
they said We are the BEST among the others for the 1st song (lagu wajib),
but our second song isnt really that good~ and Puteri was good in the English songs only,
while Chan Wa are the average 1 =]

know what the photo above means? "We are all actors"
we pretended that we're OKAY after announcing the results but actually we were NOT
and we cried terribly in the bus, every1, even boy!
We cried not really because of the RESULT! NO IT's NOT BECAUSE OF THE RESULT!
but it's because...OUR MEMORIES! we thought we can go further and the memories of choir will be more and more. but...now? no, it might just stop here D: We enjoy during the practices of choir, so so so much!
We dont hope the friendship will just decrease slowlyyyy and eventually be forgotten.
We talked a lot about the PAST in the bus,

how our choir built up last year
how we won
how teacher taught us
how delighted and excited were we once we won the state level last year
the performance in the palace
the 4 days 3 nights national level competition
how crazy were we when we have been invited by the RTM to perform
and etc...

no more. FULL STOP here. i know, we will still be in the competition of state level and going to do better but how 'bout the form5 guys? they're all sooooo awesomeeeee~! i dont want to leave themmm D: could the time pleaseee stop?!! T_T

we lose in the competition, but we really got alot from this!
I can feel our friendship! :D

and yes we're planning to have a trip to redang or PD yayyy <33
It'll be FUN, and the BEST :)
Thanks Mr.YONG, our second PAPA!

We Love Choir We Love EACH OTHER!♥

♥ photos

2009-04-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

a quick nap., originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

hmm camera, photos, photoshop started to be a part of my life now =)
and im totally addicted to Flickr! now
yeahh it inspired me a lot, broaden my outlook,
(yeahh i think i was like a frog inside the well before i found this awesome website!)
trust me there are thousands of PERFECT, amazing, awesome, wonderful, professional photos with the 14, 15 years old photographer :) (they are really soooooo cool :D & friendly enough)

I'll try to improve mine a bit and a bit :D
i love AMAZING photosss!! (:
dont u?!

i love cameras, photos more thann sooo many things,
more than CHOCOLATE (my favorite)
omggg even more than CHEESE CAKES! (my Love!)

yayyy now i found my reallyyyyy hobby <33 style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" size="5" face="arial">p h o t o s =)

♥ 演讲比赛

2009-04-26T18:22:00.004+08:00

谢谢大家的祝福，it works!
我真的得奖了，有点不可思议，
记得去年，我抱着希望，觉得自己可以得奖
（去年只有8位参赛者，今年16）
可是去年因超时，我没得，假装没事，其实心真的有在隐隐作痛。
所以今年不再容许自己超时，扣分扣得很不值得，
如果没扣分也拿不到就代表自己真的不是那么好，

我不想再像去年一样，要在别人面前倔强说不痛啊，
今年一早就已经有了心理准备，
一直提醒自己“有人赢就有人输”，“拿不到不要紧，最重要做到最好”
“不要给自己太大希望，平常心”，我一直都有在提醒自己。
所以就算一开始听老师说我们没得奖，心里也莫名的平静。

可是顺欣突然走来，说我们都有得奖，
而且是冠军亚军。愣住了。可能是因为之前太没信心了吧。
我真的很惊讶，第一，I deserve it?
我很清楚知道我练习的时间比永鸿少，压力比他少，经验比他少，
我知道比赛的输赢其实都不能用这些来衡量。
但心里又有种莫名的惭愧。 =(
我真的真的希望你不要气馁，因为我们都有自己好的地方，走的style也不同。
我们都没有错~只要换个题目，可能结局都会不一样。
你们有我值得学习的地方，大家都要加油ok? :D
多不希望友情会因为这样而变得僵去了，
我好像都不敢正眼再看你了……

对，我又一次那么幸运了，
我得了第一。
谢谢 (:
你们真的都很棒 ♥

♥ Time

2009-04-24T19:42:00.002+08:00

30 hours a day, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

eeeeee, freakin busy lately,
演讲 + choir + ponteng classes
omgg. i didnt revise or do my homework for quite a long time already =(
hate it! i hate the way i am now D:
im soooo lazy and i just feel like i'll get a really really terrible result for this coming exam, seriously (._.)
it's the 2nd time i feel so~ hmm =(

after tomorrow,
i want to start to do some revision already i suppose,
i missed a lot of classes + didnt revise,
so im really SO blur with what teachers are teaching now

hmm,
I want 30 hours a day!! y there's only 24 hours for a day?!

D:

tomorrow is my 演讲比赛
平常心，做到最好
this is really enough :D
jiayou wen jing!
jiayOu yong hong!
you can you can you can!
yayy all the best for tomorrow :)
it'll be a wonderful weekend

<33

♥ souvenir album

2009-04-21T21:52:00.003+08:00

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose., originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.

yeahh i did this book to write down our everything :D
the things that i never want to lose,
the things they feel i m
the things i love :)

finally i have 1 now =D
yeah every1 should have 1!

umm,
tomorrow is my choir competition of district level,
yayy wish us luck
<33

♥ im looking for..

2009-04-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

im finding my..., originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

LOVE
but actually it's with me always but i didnt realize

mayb you DO too! :D dont you? every1 should hav this experience i suppose =)

well im inspired with these words when i saw it somewhere
so when i was boring this afternoon, i decided to take a simple shoot like this within 5 minutes.

yehh funny? haha 1st paper heart that i done yayy*
i love paper heart haha :D
and actually i wan to say that the love is actually being with me,
but im still looking for it.

you got it?
yeah i hope u do (:

umm nothing special today,
oh yeahh im going to PC fair tomorrow and it'll be my very 1st time yay! with my brother, and guo chen, my mum is going to bring him to visit MMU and i would like to go there since few years ago wohooo~
and definitely my kor will bring us to eat a lot of delicious foooood tomorrow wahaha. slurppp*

(as you know Melacca is full of FOOOOOOOD, the things that could delighted me when im in bad mood wahaha)

ops, time to sleeeeeep ^^
good night!

sleeep tight!
<33

♥ Pertabalan Ampuan

2009-04-15T19:02:00.003+08:00

yeahh if u read my blog continuously,
then you should know that we have a presentation on the palace yesterday,
from this post (What Choir Brings to Me?)
yehh everything was sooo wonderful (: yay we did it. quite okay :D
oh my god cant i just post ONE photo of the prince? haiya he enchanted all of us :p
Actually I have nothing much to talk about this.
For the rest, just let all of the photos do :D

see?! AMAZING right.love the hall really so much.
We were all like princes & princesses, once u sit there,
there's few servants will come over and help u to open the cloth and put it on your lap,
ask how much u wan for the rice, bleh bleh. this & that. hahaha.
lovely ^^

yeah all of the girls have to pin the bang up, so that's how we look like.
every1 is just like weirdo hahaha :D

hey I really wan to upload the photo of the prince lar why cant us do that =(
whateva, dinner time

tata :)
stay tunedd

♥ 正式16岁

2009-04-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

im officially 16 now!, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

好久没有打华文了。
现在是11：45分，还有15分钟
就过了。
长大了，成熟了。

今年的生日，很开心，真的。
谢谢全部全部人，起来时看到20多封信息，
有些还很久没有联络了，谢谢 :]
还有礼物，虽然也不算多，不算贵，
不过我真的都很喜欢。
谢谢健盛四本相簿，满满都是照相机的卡通，
我超爱。觉得好像好久没有收到酱合心意的了。

谢谢 Sara 敏慈雯靖 Crystal 吉生的，
很很很惊喜。是真的一点也没想到 :D

谢谢你们陪我出来吃晚餐，很开心很开心。
第一次跟 顺欣雯靖 chow 出来，没想到就是我生日 :)
问的时候超级排写。哈哈哈

今天还得了演讲第一名。幸运吧 (: 雯靖你真的说到很好
州的一定会很难很难，哈哈不过算了
顺其自然，反正比赛就是有赢有输。

正式宣布，颜嘉盈十六岁了。

大家都说我比现实年龄成熟，哈哈
这是好事，对吗？

还有3分钟。

晚安 =)

♥ 15 going 16

2009-04-07T18:10:00.005+08:00

see me fly., originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

oh i've been hoping to take some photo shoot like this since so so so long time ago! but i had never do it T_T (because I havent got my tripod) and im extremely jealous with who did this :p

and now! yayy*
shoutt*
finally i did it. yay yay
singgg*

and tomorrow is my
b i r t h d a y!

jhasdgjasgdj@*#&^876
omg I have no idea what to take tomorrow!! i mean photo.haha X_X
i hope it'll be a wonderful birthday :)
asdhg*&68t6*76
I JUST COULDNT ACCEPT!
so fast?! omg. yehh I HOPE it'll be unforgettable 1

duh i duno how to celebrate!
hmm..umm..i wan! but..i dont know who to invite. you?will u come?

yeh dun think a lot i mean YOU! you, for who is looking this :D

Lols! well just wish me happy birthday when u pass by :p

and I'll have my competition tomorrow!
something like public speaking (chinese)
gah yau wen jinG^^ we're going to the state level together okay :D

it's really so good of you :)

ah yehh, what wishes can I make tomorrow huh?!
hahahaha :D im thinking.
yehh hope every1 happy everyday :)
love love <33

♥ Tripod stand yay*

2009-04-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

let me out, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

oh I took this photo this afternoon before my tuition,
actually i was RUSHING! yehh my mum horned the car outside that time.
hahahaha but u couldnt feel it right haha ~

I just discovered the light r so amazing after I bathed so I just set up my tripod in a rush n just ran quickly to have a pose hahaha :D stupid right xD

ah yehh I just found my TRIPOD! YAY!* SCREAM!!
so so so delighted ! finally I dont have to find a table or wadeva to put my camera on it to take a photo shoot. hahaha I was like going to scream when I got it.Quickly took it out and grabbed my camera although it was charging that moment :p I just couldnt resist! hahaha

count down to my birthday!

2009-04-02T19:49:00.001+08:00

count down to my birthday!, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

haha well currently im addicted to FLICKR :D
the photos here are amazing! awesome! gorgeous!
everythingggg you can find :D
and I can post my photos into my blog directly here
yay* so once I uploaded here den I'll blog it too =)

ah yeah back to the topic!
hah latest edit XD
is this stupid?
or more to FUNNY?
LOL okay u might blur about what is that about..

ahemm..(clear my throat)
yayyyy*
6 more days to my birthday!!
[ 08 April 09 ]
and i'll be officially 16!!
note that my 'legs' havent reach 6 yet.
im now still 15 XD

hah the ME inside d clock is so ...
funny right. hahaha

nerd = me :D

somehow,
i love it though :)

♥ New hp new life!

2009-04-02T16:05:00.005+08:00

call me!love me!, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

ahh yayy i got my new handphone at last :D
it's not exactly a new hp actually ,
but it's okay :)
since it's still functioning very very well.
I've been using my spoiled-old-broken 5300 although i couldnt call people at all, or vice versa :(

(well it isnt really that bad lar im just trying to exaggerate =P )

so...
yeah finally!! :D

"LOVE ME!"
you should know that
I heart pink , heart LOVE =P

ahh life been so busy recently until I have no time to take some creative photos.
( Im actually not a creative person )
T_T

oh yehh btw, I got 5th in my class :D
soOoOOoo LUCKY!
I called my mum, and told my mum that i got 21th!

And... APRIL FOOL :)
not fun lar she didnt scold me, contrarily she laughed! LOLS this is a weird mum huh xD

haha yeh that's all hahaha

obviously this is a pointlesssss post :D

♥ What Choir Brings To Me?

2009-03-28T17:33:00.009+08:00

Ahhh..!
Super uber excited today !

hahaha.
you wont know what happened today unless I tell u~
yeah u cant guess it, I suppose. kaka.

WE, oh i mean our CHOIR TEAM will have a presentation on the pertabalan yamtuan on 14.04.09
But, the Pertabalan last time was about 40+ years ago!
so so so glad that we've been invited by them to present on that historical-memorable-unforgettable day!
And we had our Sesi Demo (Demonstration - we have to present to every of them, and they'll decide whether our presentation is suitable for the day or not) 2day and...
yeahh guess where we went?! guess where will we be presenting?

hahaha the PALACE ~ the very 1st time for ALL of us to step in it.
(include few of our teachers too, i guess)
Super GRAND ! how I hope i could live there. hahahaha~
yehh we are so lucky as not every1 has this precious opportunity to go in,
well not only this! we saw the yamtuan ~ but he was in informal clothes.
his wife, and... the PRINCE ! LOL. the 1 that every1 discussed about ~!
ahaaa! and finally we saw him ~ yehh he's so 'chinese',
he plays piano =D

aha! here's the emphases!
read this sentence c l e a r l y,
Our Choir Will Be Accompanied At The Piano By The PRINCE.
( I also heard that he will come to our school to practise playing piano with us, oh gosh!faint* haha)
hahahah does the word 'PRINCE' marvel you?! :D cool right?
Feeeeeel So So so so sooooo glad to have this chance! oh godness XD
the hall is spacious, yet luxurious and cold!!
(unlike my school hall, large, but it's so hot x.x )

Once i stepped into the hall, how i hoped i have 4 more eyes,
i cant stop my eyes from looking around the EVERYTHING in the hall.GORGEOUS~

the carpet on the floor
6 chandeliers
stage
long tables (like HARRY POTTER's school - Hogwards 1! XD)
thousands of chair with a Keris woodcut on it
the white doors with golden Keris as doorknob
the Yamtuan's damn damn big portrait on top
end etc! much more ~! awesome awesome!

(click on any of the photos to see the original size :D )

Imagine the day !! heard few of them said that the Sultan(s) from the other states will come also ~
not only that, even the prime minister ~! oh myyyyy @___@ Im so honored to join this :)
I couldnt finish taking photos lar. but no 1 can show the whole hall X_X

Ahh cant wait to that day lar,
Ahh im just so so so happy-excited-honored-pleased-proud now!
yipeeeee*

yehh what choir brings to me?definitely a lot!

friendship
opportunities
experiences that people dont have
happiness
Memories
broaden my outlook
(etc)

Thanks MR.YONG. our teacher!
Without him, i'll never have ALL theseeeeeeee !

♥

♥ Choral Speaking

2009-03-26T22:36:00.004+08:00

Wow!

wahahaha

muahahaha

hahaha

guess what! We got CHAMPION in Choral Speaking 2day!
hahaha.not much to say about this too. xD
not bad lar, improved a lot i guess,

and we even met the teacher who trained us up to get champion in KP last year too!
she's now teaching in another school and trained another team. haha.

when she's announcing the runner up's school name...
we were really super uber nervous!
" Dont be SMJK CHUNG HUA! pleaseee " we repeated this sentence non-stop.
and yeah we got it! wohooo. shout~ running and cheering aound*

but that means we have to use more time to practise for the State level 1.
"So?" umm, so that means we have to ponteng our classes again : (
i think we'll miss a ton of classes and lessons soon, especially in April.

uhhh and my yan jiang!!
thanks Zi Jian here, x10000.
And Sorry X_X for wasting your time to help me to do something that you can choose not to do.
felt so guilty. by the way, THANKS ! : )

♥ Get Ready

2009-03-22T19:57:00.007+08:00

yupe, today is the very last day of my 1-week holiday.
the time passed so fast in d holiday just like a wind blown by *shoo..*
sigh* guess what, I have few of the homework that I havent finish yet
and im blogging over here!

How many times been I saying that I want want want want want to arrange my time!
how many times ady huh? do u count?! (pointing somewhere else) do u?! or u?!
countless lar!!! hate it. Im just lack so so so so much of persistence. grr *moaning again*

yehh tomorrow is the 1st day of school.
and i guess it wouldnt be a very nice day.
because we will hav our choral speaking presentation front of every student in my school!
yea,front of every single student and even every teacher!
I just couldnt believe that the competition will be held at this thursday but no1 cares about it.
we, the form4 gang is trying so hard to communicate with our teacher,
suggesting every idea that we think, the tone.. bla bla blaaa.
I can see that teacher also tried her best to make it better, she noted down what we've suggested in the script,
and guess what! She made the paper lost. argh.
and she just forgot about what we've discussed about the day before it.
Many of them were not serious at all during the practices we've had everytime!
hate it. hate that we're not discipline enough, talking non-stop throughout d practice.yea always.pi chung's style : (
uhh I have too much to complain about it. leave it then ~ x.x

o yea back to the title, as what the title wrote, "Get Ready"
some of you might be asking, "getting ready for..?"
"ridiculed by the students about the poor performance of choral speaking?"
umm the answer is NO.

im getting ready to take my terrible result.
yehh it will be terrible, horribly terrible, i know.
I know how lazy was I.
I was doing like im tuitioning everything too! the way i study, i meant.
you wont know the difference until you dont tuition.
After tuitioning, everything is so fine ~ yea so fine,
even if I didnt revise it, still, I could get the satisfying result,
the make-me-proud result, the make-people-jealous result!
contrarily, without tuition, you dont have any concept about it,
and you'll hav to understand 1 by 1 line.it's really difficult, trust me =[
yupe ~~now i know..~~ nono, i should say, now ONLY i know!

okay bye bye.
going to do my homework.
finished complaining. Lols.

I love taking photos in the sunlight.
but this shoot is not nice enough lar xD
I love PINK! love HEART! love LOVE! love SUNLIGHT!
everything's here! =D
I dont like my face! so it isnt here xD
hahahaha :D

make a deep breath*
yehh everything will be fine afterwards.
1,2,3
S.M.I.L.E ♥

♥ 第一本小说

2009-03-19T21:37:00.005+08:00

当然不是自己写的第一本小说 ~
是人生中看的第一本小说

好好好，我看到有人在笑，就别笑了
家里的书橱真的有很多书
记得我拿过卫斯理的出来看看，
二哥就说：“哎呀盈，这些书是我们以前中一中二读的啦，你现在不是看这种书了”
我想我当时候是楞住了。
也听姐姐说过，然后知道大哥是看藤井树的书罢了
（因为上次看到他那本《我们不结婚好吗》)

然后这星期假期嘛，随便抽一本出来看看
竟然给我看到那个酱熟悉的题目——《听笨金鱼唱歌》
想了想，噢噢噢~！就是上次在何子部落格看到的那本噢
马上就翻看来看了
原来，小说不是想象中那样的啦笨蛋~
还以为就是正正经经，拘拘束束的
（可能是因为我只看过这种心理学的书吧）
看了，不错啦,真的不错
我看完的书，就一定不错啦
不好看我看到一半就一定不看了 ~
刚才再去何子部落格看，终于明白他写的剧情了啦！哈哈

我记得我说过看爱情小说的人都在浪费时间吧？
这个算是爱情小说吗？
看完后，觉得好短好短噢！哈哈

“永远幸福”这4个字每次都会触动我的心。这次也一样
不懂以后我会不会拥有啊？ =x

当时觉得假期好无聊，所以拿来读
读完了，剩最后4天了，
才发现等我做的事情多得很！

演讲稿 —— 4月8日比赛~知道是什么日子吗？我生日！我不晓得这是要现象还是……？不敢想，我还没写，我不知道来得及写完背完练完没 =(
马来文 lisan!
马来文——老师吩咐我们读完所有第二个komsas,有4篇
PJK Folio

最近少上来部落格，因为对 Flickr 上瘾了！
里头的照片真的是太太太完美了
大多数外国人吧，我喜欢看外国人的照片
我喜欢看他们生活照。
而且岁数都跟我差不多，可是 skill 都差好远哦
他们真的好厉害，他们的照片真的真的让我羡慕不已
好想我也能拍到这样哦

有好多我都收集上来了
好想跟你们分享哦
下次噢 ♥

♥ Photos to share

2009-03-12T18:18:00.005+08:00

yeah the 2nd post of 2day.
hehe just to share some new photos xD
Im not only addicted to photoshop now.
But also camera ~! photographing for mayb an hour but only a photo was satisfying.
God~ taking nice photos is not easy ne.
Somemore im not pretty-thin-fasionable-nice (and etc) enough to be model in my photo hehe*

( This scene will never happen in real life i guess )

( Guitar & Me♥ )

( guess where's it? yupe If u're xueji then you'll know,
the route to bao guan that we will pass by every week! And the
sky was just so stunning! how i hope that the cloud is in love-shape huh,
and guess who's that? SIM! haha yupe xD )

♥ 1st Form4 Exam

2009-03-12T16:55:00.005+08:00

Okay actually I shouldnt be sitting at here this hour this minute this second now.
"because I should be locking myself in my room and study the no-ending lessons? "

the answer is 'NO'.
I should be sleeping on my super comfy bed now!

Guess what~
I have my Sejarah, Chemistry and B.Cina papers today!

god.terrible. nono, worse than terrible!
I started my revision at 4pm yesterday.

tick tock tick tock.

until...
"ah ying, 吃饭!"

"Okay i'll come over later!"

until...
kakak said :"ops the movie has started!"

until...
kakak shouted :"tuan! berita sudah start~"
(okay it was already 10.30pm)

until...
"bang~"
the closing-door sound from my parents' room.

"Ops?my dad is going to sleep already?" O.O

actually not that seriously lar it was only 12am.
then I count with my fingers.
start from 4pm~minus the time for bath and dinner,mayb an hour.

So "6 , 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12"
Duh~ 7 hours! just cant believe with what I've done.
[[ Why dont i spend mayb a half of that for revision everyday huh?!
I thought 3-hour revision is too much for a day?! ]]
BUT~ I have soooo lot more to finish man!
I couldnt finish it in time =(
But my eyes were extremely heavy x.x
So I decided to sleep and wake up early in the morning.
Three of us, yupe u're right, Sara Nancy and me, again!
three of us cannot stand le.So we decided to sleep 1st,
and wake up at 5am.I set my alarm at 4.30am.
But i just couldnt wake up! X_X
I dont even know when i closed the alarm when i really woke up at nearly 5am.
Luckily Sara woke me up! I slept in my brother's room (my study room for now XD)
without switching off the lights. eew.

I really did my very best to memorize all of them.
yet i still cannot finish it before going to school.
Not only that.i didnt touch my BC workbook at all!
I studied it at the very very last minute.
And the questions are harder than hard for a student who didnt memorize it T_T
Especially the ming ju jing hua =( We have to answer about 10 of them in structure form without any selection!
I was like "argh!how come i couldnt remember it?!" I know i read it! I DO READ IT~
But I just cannot remember it completely.
Is that about tension?! When i went to toilet after the exam, I only remember ne! sobb*

And my physics. sigh*
When i was reading it, I thought i know I thought i understand I thought i can.
But I aint~ fine. I'll put more effort in it I swear~
I think i noe why, and I found that I was too relied on tuition for the past 5 years.
After tuition, i need not to do any revision lor.
Just paid attention during the tuition.
But now... without tuition... hai ~
really different de! u wont noe until u dont tuition hoho~
And I'll try again in my nx exam since I noe why ady.
wish me luck =)

I'm ready to accept the horrible result.
The 1st exam,
the 1st time I blank-ed the answer.
The 1st time Im so unconfident with myself!

eh but I just dont feel sleepy now.
Maybe because of the half-glass of coffee that I've drank at 5.30am ba.

1 more day to go~
PM n BI.
im extremely relax now! lols.

♥ The Bookish Saturday!

2009-03-07T23:17:00.010+08:00

yawnn* my eyes are half-closed now.
yeah im tired.
As usual, tuition-ed since 9.30am until 4.30pm.
Then Sara and Nancy came back with me to do some revision.
we rested for an hour after coming back from the 7-hours-nonstop tuition.
But we were actually not really tired that moment.
Frankly,Tuition-ing is actually not tiring lar, just a bit boring . hehe~
Okay then we started our revision. BOOKS again! eew.
eerr, initially our talks and laughter were really more than the time of studying =x
but afterward then better le lor.
Studying and doing revision seems are not the main objective they came to my house anymore.
hehe*
to say i can live without both of you would be a seriously unconscionable lie!
(although i noe every1 can actually live without any1!)
and we've studied until 10pm.
Imagine? facing books from 9.30am until 10pm?haha.

okay so im really sooo sleepy now~

Good night!
im here just to leave a line & record something that we've done.

I appeciate it!♥

appreciate every single moment we're together =D
There are big ships and small ships. But the best ship of all is friendship.
not forgetting, the family-ship!
sailing towards the annoyance-free HAPPY Island!

Oh yea exam is cuming soon, next tuesday~
good luck for all of you.
both form4 and form5 dears, jiayOus!
Hope the result will be satisfying

( 1 of my love-photo. and im strongly agree with the quote.
everytime when im angry/upset/sad and etc, these words will always appear in my mind,
and always make me feel better.

yeah 一切都会过去的.)

Be happy always, every1!

♥ Photoshop

2009-03-02T17:11:00.005+08:00

Annoying troubles,
worries,
annoyance,
unhappiness,
problems,
rejects,
quarrels
[and so on]

please leave me away.
(inspired when i was seeing my truckload of homework) X.X

My very first try in this type of edit.
quite weird huh.
nevermind will have the better 1 =)

I love capturing photo
I love photos editing
I love Cameras
I love photoshop,
i Love P H O T O S !

Photoshop could be everything!
it can make you flying in the bluey sky,
sleeping on a tiger's cave,
brings you to north pole,
playing in the underwater world..
and so on...

how boring my life will be, without this brilliant invention ~

nice Photos always make me feel so good ^^

♥崩溃

2009-02-25T17:55:00.003+08:00

原本高高兴兴，终于把他们要的华文学会 T 恤做好啦！（虽然我真的很赶，没有真的做到很辛苦）

结果今天一拿出来，隔壁座朋友一个奇怪的表情马上就映入眼帘

再加一句“很吓人咧”。我“噢”了一下，心想可能我们的 taste 不一样吧

信心已经大打折扣了。再把它交给负责人，我把它折了起来，叫他迟些才看

就是去各自学会的时候了，今天我没去华文学会，怕 Choir 有练习

Choir 回来了。我不敢问朋友对我那件衣服的意见

之前他们说要做 “牛衣”。所谓“牛衣”，就是印有牛波点的衣

拿了回来，“我给他们看了，有些女生接受不来这样的衣服，这里，

这里，那里改掉，然后颜色我本身和几个也不是很喜欢，不够 sharp”

（我放上来是真的鼓起了勇气，因为是让更多人看到了全部人都不喜欢的东西）

我想我当时信心是侧地被打败了吧。不过我一直说服自己，告诉自己那是我的责任，我做的不好就应该改！

不过我还是撑了下去：“嗯，我会回去改” 眼泪开始在眼眶中打滚，不过我没让它流出来

还是 SarA ，敏慈最好 T_T 唯两位赞我的衣服

我真的很很很谢谢 SarA 喜欢我的作品，至少我觉得还有人跟我一样

你明明就是上天派来做我知己的嘛！-命-中-注-定-

再回到班，我还是鼓起了勇气，问了后座的朋友 “刚才你们都有看到那件衣服了？”

“嗯……不过大多数人……” 我没再听下去。

另外一位朋友走过来 “为什么做酱子的牛斑的？全部人都不喜欢，除了美艳”

不过美艳就是说她不是很喜欢那个颜色嘛，谢谢你在他们面前支持我 ~

不然他的句子可能就是 “没有一个人喜欢”

我还是 “嗯” 了一声，解释说以前是 AJK 说要牛斑的

过后 Sara 听了回过头来，“其实我觉得那些说这些的人可能都没有想到我们做的有做到多辛苦吗…………[...]”

（我知道我自己没做到真的很辛苦，不过我真的不知道，我没有 idea, 他们都在催……）

他说了几句，安慰了我，我全部心声也同时在她口中说出

可能是因为撑了很久，没有说出来，没有告诉人家，也没有哭出来，

一听到，好像一下子崩溃了！眼泪在还来不及思考与允许前，夺眶而出

我当时真的很想找个人给我抱。

我知道的，这衣服只是小事，以后还有更大的问题等我面对，等我解决，我知道的……我真的知道的。不过可能，我就是那么……爱哭

原来我是脆弱的，只是在硬撑，只是在扮坚强

最近心情也不知为什么特别低落，以前的我呢？
我还在寻找……

♥ Moody

2009-02-23T22:14:00.008+08:00

Okay my PC restarted just now and
what i've typed just now has just been flied away T_T

Somhow, im moody 2day.
i dont noe y but i just like very unhappy 2day, without any special reason.
I laughed whole day, with friends, families, but im still like not having a nice mood now.
I sang, very very loudly, but i dont think my mood is any better .
my mood currently is just not bright! : (

I always think that i can be happy always without any emotional problem.
I always think that i can think very positively?! Dont I?!
I always think that i can live happily without this, (pointing ), this, and (pointing somewhere else) that.
I always think that those things are not the thing i care with ...until it gone. Okay tei cho li. te ba zei xo haan no li.

THiS iS THE LiFE

To say Im happy now is not a lie.
But to say "wu yo doan duu ba xoan no" would be the biggest lie!

Be happy yinG!
Rain, rain go away!
come again another day =)
as what i always tell my friend,

- 顺其自然 -
♥

( just a random photo with my dears :] )

♥ Form4

2009-02-19T22:43:00.007+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN, NEW LIFE!

jia yOu for d very 1st exam of form4,the 'honeymoon' year!
haha i dont tuition physics n chemistry like wad my friends do,
so definitely i have to put in more n MORE effort than them,
yeah im learning to schedule my time.
But im not adhering it always =(
okay but wad can i say is, I have a little bit improvement compare v b4.hehe*
Im actually better than them ba im taking IT =)
well so far i dont think my teacher is lazy lar hehe*
she got teached all of the topics~ But sometimes she will skip a bit lar hehe.
n the net is not that slow also ♥

Everything is so fine now =D
n my busy life is coming soon again!

Choir
Chinese public speaking
Choral Speaking
Chinese Debate

okay so far just 4 of these.initially im not thinking to take part in the debate anymore 1. It's so scary! NIGHTMARE! i cant react very quickly n im just so scared of it T_T I sincerely hope that there's an angel will steps front of me n help me!replace my place kay!

Choir, we're taking ABBA's song. Puteri & Chan Hwa r taking ABBA's songs also.
hope that our songs would not be the same so the judges will not compare it x.x
O yea, few of the Sopranos and I are changed to to higher tune 1~
'Descants' i think? Im so surprised to hear that i am picked into that part!
Frankly i dont think i can do well (._.)

Just,
All The Best!♥
Hope my life will go smoothly like what it is now .

(notice some difference on me? yupe im using contact lens now and i wont use it after tis =P)

♥ 减肥？

2009-02-16T20:44:00.005+08:00

吃得是福。
我天生就是个垃圾桶，只要能进口的都照吃不误。
别人说那冷了，不好吃
别人说那很厚，不好吃
别人说那太咸，不好吃
[...]
我也说过，可是我还是吃了
看见有人看了看那块凉了的炸鸡
说凉了，不好吃，就向妹妹丢去

我
愣
住
了

告诉你，如果是我，
就算我还是饱，我应该还是会吃那块炸鸡吧？
炸鸡耶 my lOve! 哈哈哈
就像刚才，吃完饭了，
看见面包很好吃，允许自己吃了一片
然后桌上又看见新年剩下的年饼，又吃了几块
巧克力小姐又很不幸地出现在我视线里
妈呀，对不起，我把你给吃光了
（真的整灌吃完了 O.O)
我知道我真的太爱你了 x.x

更是饭桶一个，无饭不欢。

减肥？
对我来说，还是太难了
这两个字从我口中都被说出有几千次了呗
可惜。
一直以为可以是训练自己恒心、毅力的机会

结论出来了。
我还是没有恒心，不够毅力。

饭桶 + 垃圾桶 = 我

(左：减肥成功者右：失败者）
他真的在不到2个月时间瘦下了大约10多公斤吧

她娇小的身材叫我妒忌
不过更令我佩服羡慕的是他的毅力 =)
真的好厉害 ♥

♥ fOr myself.

2009-02-12T17:31:00.006+08:00

(can we take a pic like this nx time? i like it very much =D )

wu xoang zho deo te dai wu deo do sho zin yeng!
huu hai yo qoan ba heo heo zhin xo.
ba zho deo hei yuu jo hai me? T_T

♥

just some personal message for myself =)

By the way,
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY every1!

for couples, must chang chang jiu jiu =)

and frens, family,
I LOVE YOU! ♥

nothing special in this post =]

♥ I started to WORRY

2009-02-07T22:44:00.007+08:00

mood down*
currently im cutting papers for xue ji.
well im in charged of doing all the name cards & souvenirs for our very 1st activity.
I manage to design our T shirt, the name card, and cut all those colour papers,call the manufacturer of the T shirts to huggle over the prices and etc .
eews.

Weekend is the day that students waited to relax their mind?
NO it is not!!(for me!)
I have to wake up by 9.30am to have my 3 tuitions continuously.
( i have half or 1 hour between them but i dont wan to mafan mummy daddy~so i stay outside to eat or do revision)
until...4.30pm.
I am already exhausted, after taking a nap, bath, dinner, watching tv for a while,
and i have to do my xue ji preparation, and my homework!

Ok and the Sunday that people consider it as 'family day', is not for me also =(
totally converse with it!
i have to wake up very very early to have my tuition at 8am!!
do u think i can sleep very early at the previous day, Saturday?i have truckload of things to finish ley!
it's still okay.. but!
my tuition will end up at 10am, yea i will go bus station for xue ji straight away!
and i will reach my SWEET SWEET home only at about 5.30pm.
sleep again! so tired man =(

and how about my homework?!
rush? aiks..

im wondering...is there any extra time for me to do my revision?
im wondering...can i get used to the life like this?
im wondering...can i do it without affecting my result?
im wondering...will these estrange my relationship with my parents?!!
im wondering...can i hold up till the very last minute this year?!

I AM WORRYING, very badly!!

i scare...
im really scare!
yes it finally come to the time that i should really learn to arrange my time wisely.

can I?
can I?!

(shaking my head)
i dont think so... T_T

the only way for me is to manage my time well?
or should i abandon mayb a tuition?!

I want simple life =(
I want to stay v mummy daddy happily oweys!

I have to jiayOu ♥!

you can
you can
you can!

yinG u can! smile =)

(im actually crying..)

oh yea we took this photos this morning =)
our choir presentation. gr8 performance keke*
well the last photo is SarA tat i've edited
well i noe it's not tat nice but it actually can reflect my emotion now hehe*

♥ Guitar

2009-02-01T21:24:00.010+08:00

okay im extremely busy today! xue ji, homework,
god, there is a truckload of homework waiting me to finish X.X
We have a performance of Choir this weekend, okay so?
:: So i will miss a lot of classes again =(
Im forced to take part in Sports day! gosh*!
Again! any1 remember wad did i get last year ?
YES, i got LAST! sigh*
okay im ready to be ridiculed again (._.)

( the 1st 3 photos are taken by the photographer GAN! it's me ;D)

Okay ♥GUITAR, im back!
i sold it to Derrick last month,

( When i took it out to clean it before giving to derrick,i dont noe y i feel like very 'bu she de'. =P)
Okay personally i felt that the price is ridiculously cheap as my jie bought it with Rm200+ but i sold it with Rm75?
And his mum haggled over the price, but i said the guitar is not mine, so i shouldnt do any extra decision.hehe*
After that, i really buey tahan lar i dont noe y, den i told derrick, if he doesnt like the guitar, it's OK to return the guitar to me n i'll give him bk the Rm75.
Coinsidencely! Derrick said he really wanted to do so! because that is not the guitar he was finding for =\
( i was like 'YAY!' that moment!) haha he said he cant even sleep the last night before that because he scared I will angry about that. hahaha*
Okay that's y. Dont's you feel that it's all about PROVIDENCE? FATE? *evil laughing*!

Okay so i decided to learn at least a bit bit when im free :)
yea jie taught me a little bit last time but i dont practice always,
and now, forgot ady ; D (hahaha)
I chased up hill and down dale to find the note tat jie jie left for me,
but i failed : (
hehe but nvm, i can learn online!
like how i learn my photoshop =D

i noe i like♥ guitar :]
jiayOu! no giving up anymore ~
cheers!

♥ CNY 2009

2009-01-29T23:56:00.008+08:00

How was your Chinese New Year 2009?
Mine was great!
I have a lot of fun =)

Gathering with all of my relatives that work far far away from me
( Klang, Labuan, KL, Singapore, Penang, Malacca and etc! )
warms my heart♥! melt melt*
I am soOoOoOOO interested with their career, hehe*
( i dont know y =\ )
now only i know that i have a lot of pro pro relatives that they earn rm10,000-RM20,000 a month! my tian! fainted*
yay and most of them got their Facebook and we exchanged our email addresses,
( one more way to make us closer, noh here comes the benefit of online! borderless world! wink*)
took photos^^ yipii~

Well im using my kor's PC now so i dont have my CNY photos here =(

click the photos below to see more! =)
(I'll update soon =D)

FACEBOOK

photos with families & buddies ^^ (will upload more soon)
this is how we wear on the day!I made myself a short hair =)
da ge said the lucky colour for zodiac 'chicken' are BLUE & White!

(note what he was wearing in the photo! blue & white! XD)

personally i love♥ this photo so much! ( but er ge...=( )

EDITED

well some edited photos =) as u noe, im lovin' it xD
well i love our da he zhao and that's the only 1! =(

♥ Reunion

2009-01-25T09:33:00.009+08:00

guess which 1 is me? hoho im youngest! very obviously i am the......baby~

Yay finally the day we're waiting, waiting, and waiting for is approaching!
First of all,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
for all my dears! & YOU who is reading this! =D

yes yes i enjoy the time when all of my family members reunite!
it's so fun! Laughter, Sound of talking, singing can be heard every every moment!
we chatted a lot of things especially during our dinner!
The atmosphere over the dinner is sooOoo WARM~!
( i can say it loudly that nothing warms my soul like they do =) )
when all of my siblings ( 1 sister n 2 brothers ) back to their study or work,
there's only 3 people sitting around the big big table,( daddy, mummy and me! )
eating without sound, only dad n mum r chit chatting about their factories,
and i can finish my dinner within 5 or 10 minutes~
Frankly I ♥love our reunion dinner,
it's so fun with all of my siblings, wherever we are ~!!

The night with them, though we just sitting front of our own computer,
( four of us are super uber loyal to COMPUTER! our love XD )

da ge use my computer - games
er ge play da ge's PSP and his NDS
jie jie use her own lappy, doing her assignment n eventually play the same game with da ge
n me, sitting on the floor, using my da ge's notebook to online.)

Well sometimes although i didnt join them to talk about their games,
but hearing their sounds, their laughter, their jokes, made me feel so warm,
and i dont noe y ~! hehe~*
but when they are not there, the room is always so peaceee, quieeeet, windy..
eeews~! im so sick with that~*
when they are here, i wont get sleepy easily ler ~
Usually i'll feel soo drowsy when i online alone without chit chatting~
and guess what~! i slept at 3am last night (still not feeling tired XD), haha finally er ge slept earlier than me!
(Normally i m always the EARLIEST to sleep though it is already 2am,
but i can sure he's not sleep of tiredness also.he sleep because he was boring with the games! XD)
and they can sleep until the lunch time, include my sister XD
well Im not ok ~! XD im oweys the 1 who wake up earliest, but when there's a need they can wake up earlier too lar hehe*

we went out to eat our late supper at about 12am.
i didnt feel that it was already 12am as we were still laughing without any weariness.
And yes, i yielded to temptation of my beloved gan lao mian! again !
eews~* gained more weight le lor! haha well i wont stand on ceremony front of my family =P and will eat heartily always . hehe~*

LOL funny~*

haha Er ge is always the 38-est n cutest!! LOL XD

dont you feel that they're COOL? keke
for me, they ARE~
personally i LOVE this photo =)

China trip when i was only standart 5. haha i oweys feel that my 2 ge is so leng chai,
doesnt he? =P

see how lame we are! see what's that?! it's MOON~! haha

what jie jie done for year 2006 i think XD

Best friends do t he stupidest things together!
they born to be my BEST FRIENDS ^^
I am so proud of having them as my siblings!
Cool man ; )

Love yar! ♥

Okay Mummy is shouting on me and asked me to help her already~!
*sien*

I hope i will have a memorable 16 years old this year!!
I hope everything will go on smoothly =)
I hope i can be better n better in every aspect!

once again,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR : )
ang pau na lai ~!

♥ Cross Country Race

2009-01-18T22:53:00.008+08:00

Well the hour hand of the clock is pointing at number 11 now.
okay u may ask : SO?
okay it's 11pm now and i have to rush to SLEEP!
we have our Cross country Race yesterday,
as i wan to sleep earlier today (Im tired!!),
so im just going to throw some photos here, after editting (a few minutes ago)

yep this is my number for the day! guess wad!that's my birthday!wahaha.
please dont assume that it's 4th of August k? it's not!

Three of us, as usual, take photos all the time =D
( after the long long run )

And this! Wen Jing & me! right after i reached the destination,
and we took photo without wasting time! wow we were sweating badly that time!

and this~After Sara reached, she seemed very very exhausted & like vomiting.
so, thanks for smiling =)

Yes guess how many score i got?
6! ok well ~~ONLY~~ 6 T_T
( hey but im the 13th gurl who reached! wheeeeee XD )
okay here's a story about that moment when i was going to take my score,
there was only a few meters more to reach the destination,
and i was walking X_X and my friend chiong and grabbed the score from teacher
oh my tian! my 2 marks man! i really really thought she would not do so as we were frens,
eews! im too naive , i guess =(

but it's okay as every1 said she SHOULD do so T_T
hoho but im satisfied as well as i didnt get this high of score last time,
the highest of my record for the past 3 years is only 1 mark! YES ONLY 1!
so... any... reward?haha for encouragement? keke.

Ops, it's 11.30pm now! arhh ~! have to go now,
oh ya oh ya, i wan to say why i m tired !!
haha yes after the race yesterday, i went for a tuition with a 20-minutes-nap before it,
and i did my homework after i backed from it, and do some preparation for Xue Ji's activity,
and... sleep! guess what i've done for today?
9.30, tuition, until 11am, and rushed to Seremban to have our Xue Ji meeting at 12pm.
( without taking lunch , well but i bought a bread n eat on the way )
when i reached home, it was already 6.30pm and mummy said we have to go out with a few relatives for dinner! omg, rush* and bath.ok after dinner, 10pm already~
and still, i have few more homeworks that i havent done!!

phew! im glad that i havent get sick or... lye in the hospital this minute XD
haha yes that's it! haha but it's still okay lar as i din forget to online or listen to music between them, always
and it's actually much better than getting moldy at home right =D

okay Reported!

♥ Tata! Good night to all of you =)

♥ 平衡点？

2009-01-14T16:42:00.004+08:00

最近学校都在忙着运动会啊越野赛跑的东西
我很不幸，当上了紫队副秘书，是他们不幸吧
不过幸好秘书是很勤劳做工的 =P
不然我就没机会偷懒啦

哈哈！诶？回正题~
这星期一是我校第一次的越野赛跑实习
我有没有参与？当然有咯！
去年年终暑假有点太闷了结果早上都与敏慈去跑步
今年是更希望能为紫队那多一点点分~
更希望看到自己的进步~

那天跑，果然有了进步，肚子没有痛，而且没有很辛苦那种~
可以一直延续下去跑20+分钟~ 自豪中* =)
（是比去年好多了！去年很差劲T_T）
不过我跟敏慈、Sara一起跑，每一年都一样~
算算下，都已经是第四年了，已经是10+次了。
我记得往年在当天比赛时我都会稍微比他们快，
他们不行了，我还行，跑！拿分！
所以有时我是一个人在前面冲了~

他们有时说我“抛弃”她们 T_T 虽然都是在开玩笑
不过我不喜欢被说抛弃朋友的感觉 =(
我不是说我不爽他们说我，是因为我的确是他们所说的 ~Y_Y
想说，我也不想好做个抛弃朋友的人
不过我真的很想很想知道我如果做到最好最好，我的程度到哪里？

我没变，到现在还是。
但是但是！我又真的很想做个

有义气的朋友
能与朋友一同度过各种风雨的人
与朋友一同前、一同退的人

不想做个为了所谓“名利”（分数）把朋友抛在后头的人！
我知道这其实是件很小很小的小事
不过就算在自己拿到分数后，
看到朋友也会有种莫名的感觉，不好的感觉 =[

我在试着体谅 ~ 试着想像如果那是我……

当你知道朋友其实可以拿到分数，自己却走不动时，

你会鼓励他跑？
还是要他等你？

你可能会说要他跑，但是如果你要他跑后，他真的就这样走了

你会想“真的跑了？”
还是你还会很OK?独自一人？

当你看到你的朋友能够拿到分数却不要，等你一起走时，

你会感动？
还是你会自责？你害了他？

我一直都认为朋友是Ok的，我不跑等下我不能拿到分数，
不高兴时，他可能会很自责，所以我努力跑
不过我没真正想过朋友的感受~
当我在前头为自己努力时，看到有人在陪着自己的朋友了
我是觉得安心了。可是当朋友说那个陪着她的人很好~愿意等朋友~时，
虽然只是纯粹在赞美，不过我心里有种莫名的失落……
觉得自己做的不够好、不是一位好的朋友……

这件事不大，最多1天就忘记了的，根本没有人在乎
不要说我想太多，我没有想
只是我的感觉，我的心情

我只是试着抒发自己的心情……
这纯粹是一篇我的心情写照
不知道自己应该怎么做才是最好的，
平衡点？我在努力寻找……♥

总是得从低的那一头开始往高处走，每走一步就变得更加困难，越往高处走时，便越难找到平衡

于是你发现，你永远无法站上你眼中所见的高点

终于有一天，你认识到，原来只有找到人生的平衡点时，就是最高处!如果你想要站在高出，还有另外一种办法，就是有人在跷跷板的低处支撑着你；也许是你的家人，朋友，爱人 ♥

♥ 小气鬼

2009-01-12T22:48:00.007+08:00

嘉盈是小气鬼
嘉盈是小气鬼
嘉盈真的是小气鬼

我讨厌小气鬼
我自己却是小气鬼
我讨厌自己是小气鬼
我是容易不高兴的小气鬼！

如果大家看到我不高兴，
可能真的是因为你们的一句话，
一句没人会 care 没人会放在心上的话 ~

我知道的
我真的知道自己是小气的1
我不想的
我讨厌自己小气跟讨厌别人小气一样！
真的…… T_T

不过就是本性嘛

觉得我不是一位好的朋友~*
在此先向朋友们说声：对不起

我不要当小气鬼！
我会改的 T_T

颜嘉盈是小气鬼！
你看你看，
我看到远处有人频频点头 =(

♥ 生与死

2009-01-09T17:05:00.006+08:00

前几天听妈说有个中学刚毕业的邻居（去年中五）
在前几天不小心在浴室滑倒，被发现时，
已经是在昏迷当中了……
这样说应该是脑震荡什么的吧？

昨天又听妈说他现在只靠那只氧气管生存了
随时一把它拉掉，他就会这样离开。
现在他真的算是有半个脚已经踏入鬼门关了耶!
觉得好恐怖，而且脑已经死了
只是其他 organ 还在 function 着罢了
生与死真的只在那呼吸之差

觉得好可怜哦~他的生命，就这样？完了？17年？就只有读书？

今天，刚才就听妈妈说他家人已经答应了
把他身体的全部可以捐出的 organ 都捐出去了
觉得很好
对，捐出去是好

但是当时我就:" 哈？！"
他不是还没死吗？怎么这么快要捐了？
我妈说因为他是不会起来了的，所以捐出去更好
我脑一下子就：“但是……但是……”
又说不出话来，就是觉得他还没死的嘛为什么要放弃他嘛 T_T
捐出去了不就会把氧气管拔掉了……
这样不就等于要自己亲手把自己孩子的生命送走？！

我还是相信有奇迹耶！

我觉得他好可怜
在那天之前他一定没有预料到这事会发生
他一定还有很多很多东西还没做~

还没看到这世界是怎样的~他才中五毕业，一直就在学校啊
还没谈恋爱结婚生子成家立业
还没尝试真正创业
还没到很多很多国家去
还没试过大学的生活
还没吃过……
还没玩过……
还没……

一定有多不胜数的“还没”
（虽然我不是他）
但是，生命就这样，没了？没有feel了？没有了？
想象你现在是他的感觉……
我一直都在想象他现在的感觉，
还有想看他在跌倒的那一刹那，
他脑袋是出现了什么画面，
然后跌了，有多痛，
当时是怎样痛，可能都无法再站起来求救
只能这样……等……死？

觉得好恐怖哦“死”这个字
一直想象着那是我的话，我有好多好多东西想做！
做不完！我要好好活下去，一辈子，我不要白活~！

可能我今天晚上吃豆腐不小心吭死？
可能我今天走在马路时突然有辆车失控把我给撞死？
可能我等下冲凉不小心这样滑倒？
可能我等下下楼梯时一时不小心给滚下去了？
可能我……

明天可能就这样！就是有可能啊~
不过如果我吃豆腐不小心吭死登报纸的话请你们不要笑嘛~
（我懂啦这样整个伤心的气氛都被打散了对不对）

不过我真的很想对大家说：
请身边的朋友
做什么事情都要多多小心，不要因为一时的疏忽，弄到自己甚至家人朋友后悔一辈子。大家真的要把现在要做的事都做了，可能以后要做都没有机会了……♥

我是认真的……

♥ Random

2009-01-07T21:25:00.012+08:00

yes my blog has been empty for a few days,
so im going to post ANYTHING to feed it xD
at least something, better than nothing right =(
HEY this is the chance u can know more about me leyy! =P

Well, so...nothing special for this entry actually.
just something about my school life =)
yes! finally the school reopened! keke*
haha. and, guess wad happened on the very very 1st day?

Congrats Nancy, AGAIN !
hahaha. she's the new head of prefect!

got a big big shock*yes that's her! definitely u wont know that she's the head lar from this photo! hah cute right~

she oso didnt noe she will be! haha.
a bit worry about u,
u got your Xue ji, head, Majalah's AJK, BC society, PBSM and etc!
omg,hope that u can manage your time well,
well as wad wen jinG said,
time management is the most important thing that we should learn if we're a xue ji!
yes yes but we havent really start our xue ji life,
so we still dont noe yet,but...it's coming!
because, we're XUE JI now!Yan woke up earlier to check it from the newspaper.
and,
haha luckily, we got it ( shouting n cheering around )
so, congrats to NANCY AGAIN !haha~
but i think .. we can 1 lar =D
jiayOu!

and, about what i've chose as my elective subject,
i chose IT guys.

hmm =\ i have to clarify that i was not thinking that i can score A easily so i take IT kay,
but im truly interested with IT thingy, mayb about programmes, basic html, video editting, photos and etc!
and i think i can sure that I wont touch anything about BIO in the future so i dont take,
although i hope to take BIO to try, mayb to challenge myself, *hehe
but obviously picking subjects is not a kid's play, I have to choose seriously ~!
for those who know me very well, for sure they know im in LOVE with computer, online, html etc! totally addicted to it. mwah*♥
well most of my classmates or seniors asked 'why' when i told them.
most of them assumed that i will pick BIO, i guess~
hmm most of my classmates pick BIOlogy.
well i do admit that our IT teacher is not that hardworking =(
somemore IT students need to pay extra $$(about Rm200) for using the super-double SLOW n LAG PC.
and BIO is the most frugal 1,haha they need not pay any extra fees,
except those thick thick BIO reference book bought by themselves.hoho.
hmm few of them even asked me to try to take both IT n BIO,
(well i do pondered about that! =x)
hmm personally i feel that most of the students of science streams feel that picking BIO is essential and mayb a NEED, even a MUST for good students.
i dont noe ler but i can see that most of them, even teachers got a shock when they knew what we've chose.Teachers suggested the IT students to take Acc too, i think they think that we wont learn much about IT with the teacher like that gua : (

haha but there's always a big BUT =)

as what jie jie told me,
see the bright side of the situation always!
if teacher is lazy to teach us again,
i have even more chance to learn more actually!
(by grabbing any books that im interested with in the shelf!)
yes, for the 1st day,
savouring the html goodies book is what i was doing to pass the time.
so if i keep on studying progressively, mayb i can handle the thing that i wan to learn but not only hearing those tedious and boring lessons about ICT!
*evil laughing*

hmm mayb u're interested with my ambition?
hahaha.well,
i hope i KNOW, too ~!
LOL.
yar i love photography(im in LOVE♥ in taking photos NON-STOP too!), photos editting, IT, a bit design and etc!
what u think i can be in the future huh?
yes yes that's it!! ( if u hav any idea)
TELL ME k, any suggestion r accepted!=P
well i think it's gonna b a bit about multimedia right =)

yes that's wad i've edited

ops its 10.25pm and i have to pack my bag for tomorrow class, and.. SLEEP!

kay, that's all for today.
♥ Buh-Bye!

♥ 部落客应有态度

2009-01-04T11:55:00.013+08:00

无意中在别人部落格上看到的
觉得挺有意思
对对对这才是博客应有的态度
才会享受成为一位博客的乐趣

读章是因为关心而不是打发时间，

回复是为了支持鼓励而不是为了宣传，

聊天是为了了解而不是因为敷衍，

暂时离开是因为要再回来而不是从此不在...

今天是假期的最后一天了，明天就是全新的开始，
姐妹们，加油 ♥

♥ 2009

2009-01-02T16:17:00.008+08:00

2009年，第一样被送入本小姐口中的东西 =P yum yum*

2009年，第一次动笔，写我在学记生涯中的第一篇报导

2009年，应该会有无数的第一次 =)
希望我都能一一记录下来，不允许他们从我的回忆中溜走……

展望未来，定下目标， 2009年 : )

我要学会更加努力勤劳

我要学会安排时间

我要学会自己拟定时间表

我要学会如何保持好朋友与朋友之间的关系

我要学会不让父母担心

我要学会不浪费钱

我要学会珍惜现在，感谢所有

我要学会自立，自己洗鞋子

我要学会称赞别人

我要一直积极向上

我要不能说的秘密

我要学会在每一件事后领悟，吸取教训

所谓的“不能说的秘密”其实就是最简单的一个任务
一旦我成功做到了，我一定在部落格上大声宣布
我希望，我能做到 : )
虽然以上我对自己的承诺不算多 =P
不过要做好真的不容易 D:

我要向蜗牛学习，
背着重重的壳
重重的抱负，
一步一步往上爬 =)
不应渴望爬得快，只希望有成功的一天 ♥

♥ 挥手向 2008 年的中五生说再见 *
要学会在你们走了之后……

习惯在学校没有你们的日子
习惯在学校不再有你们帮忙的日子
习惯在学校不再有大哥哥姐姐依靠可以偷懒的日子
习惯在学校不再会跟你们有无聊甜蜜回忆的日子

我觉得好难 : (
我们当时是笑得多么的无忧无虑，我很清楚记得
还会有机会的！我们会再见对不对 : )
我好不希望我们的感情都会因此变淡，
结果在街上遇到只能默默檫肩而过……

我们要保持联络！勾手指*

♥ 挥手向 2008 年的所有说再见 *

♥ 收拾心情，挥手向那不再会回来的 2008 说再见，重新出发……

努力努力 ! 2009 ♥

♥ 我做到啦！

2008-12-30T14:58:00.010+08:00

Nah, dont believe? let you see =P

♥ yay ~! I did it i did it ~!
im glad that i didnt make all of you dissapointed =) thx god.
but i was not really that happy or exited lar. i was just like, biasa lar.
(mayb i was really confident with myself? =\ dont think so)
i dont noe ler but when my mummy called me and said that i got only 7As n 1B,
i didnt really shock or fed up at that moment ler. i was just like 'oh, ok lor its ok'~
but mummy corrected it immediately =) and told me the truth. hoho.

and congrats, Nancy! you will get your new hp soon ! hoho ~!
I noe you really long for this result since we finished our exam =D and you did it!
huggies* ♥

Congratulation Dear!! =D

For Sara,
i thought u would not cry this time. but i was wrong again hor =\
BM is ridiculously important for you i noe. what can i say to confort, i said, hundreds of times.
So i think i should not say too many front of you this time.
Mayb u were thinking the same thing with me after we knew about Jun Wee's result,
a bit unfair right ~
i can really say that he's not as hardworking as you, and he got the better result.
but how many times been i saying that " World is always unfair "
this is the fact, what can we do is, 'accept it'.

Well My kor got 2As for PMR for SPM last time,
but so what happen now?

he graduated from MMU
he is working
and he got his only love now =)

this really highlighted an very important theme to me,

the attitudes of us,
the positively-thinking of us
are the doors to a better future.

Studies and results are not everything, they are only advantage
Ok lets say you got a very terrible result but you are still very hardworking to improve,
thats better than that if you keep feels like you're so poor right :(

sad and fed up cannot help in everything but make the whole thing worse =(
Well all of these are only my opinions, and what i really feel.
I noe no 1 of you could really listen to me since every1 is saying the same thing right~
but thats truth. pleaseee, believe it :(
im not going to tell.YOU are the only people who can make yourself better.

jia you kay? we have a long long journey to continue.
rest fully, we will continue after school reopen :) b strong!
its raining outside for some of us, but the rainbow will be seen afterward kays.
dont let this be your obstacle and stumbling block towards our bright bright future :)

you HAVE us ♥ f r i e n d s.
we will be walking together all along the journey beside you.

we will be with YOU, always :)

♥ Christmas & today

2008-12-28T22:34:00.008+08:00

well nothing special happened these days.
and what can i say is " I AM SO BORING OVER HERE " !
thats y im posting a blog now ~
yes i mean im here coz i m boring enough until i dont noe what to do !

♥ well,I passed my Christmas at Genting with my sick sick body that day =(

I didnt take a lot of photos there unlike the previous trip,
because the photographer was sick ! fever seriously =(
and a lot of doudou can be seen u noe, yuck how scary is it.nightmare!!

the thing that i captured the most are the interior of our hotel =)
so cool u noe. see what were there.

see, there is a television in the toilet~ cool =) thats y i can stay in the toilet for about 1 hour XD
computer, fax, telephone, scanner, printer n etc. everything was provided k how luxury! even better than my house's 1 k XD

there was where i rested and thats why i was fully recovered at the 2nd day XD
how confy huh . hoho but the price is nice, too =P

♥ Today ler, nothing special. simply a very beloved-shopping day ! kaka.
Im the 1 who bought the most clothes =D new year is coming k =P

so we ( mummy & I ) hav used about 1k today i think .
mummy bought 2 Bonia bags at once hoho.
she hugged me and said : ying, finally mummy bought them XD
i think i bought about 6-7 clothes as well =S
hmm but most of them had discount k =P

well i promise not to buy so much again k ~
enough for new year =)

♥ so, do u buy yours?

♥ Mozilla VS I.E

2008-12-25T17:08:00.010+08:00

Let's see something that i found out last night.

kay lets see , the sceenshot of MOZILLA FIREFOX

and this, the screenshot of Internet Explorel.

pissedd* =(

I have no idea why is this happening ler. when I edit my Blogspot template last time, I was using Mozilla Firefox. Everything of the template was adjusted for the perfect view of Mozilla Firefox since i dont use Internet Explorel =( But last night i log in my blog by using Internet explorel since the computer of Genting didnt have mozilla and i got a shock! gosh* i used a lot of HEART to edit a very-satisfying blog layout for myself but if you all open it with I.E , you will only say :" ouhh, it's teribly disorder" since the size of the font are totally different from each other . sob sob*

So, what can ask for your help is,

please view my blog with mozilla firefox as possible ♥

Thank you.
and i'll try to fix it =)

♥ Santa Claus

2008-12-24T11:46:00.004+08:00

knock knock*

Santa, can you hear me?

*SHOUT* - Im being sooOoOoOOO GOOD this year !

hmm im wondering do you see it =(

my wishlist for you:

Dear Santa:

Im not that greedy,
can i have a new pretty face,
a slim slim body,
a lot my new year clothes,
a lot of friends,
uncountable happiness,
good result,
bla bla bla...

Thank you ! XD

do you feel that it's possible?!
hahaha. well kidding kay ;D

♥ SANTA:
I only hope
people around me to be

happy always =)
healthy always
think positively always

♥ i wish my dream could come true ♥

P/s: and I promise i will be nice, kay?

hohoho MERRY CHRISTMAS
dear dear friends =D

♥

♥ 病 · 盈 · 营

2008-12-23T08:38:00.007+08:00

第 22 届的学记们，谢谢你们
没有后悔参加了，我是多想叫多几位朋友去参加呀！
没去的人是无法感受我们是有多爱这个营 ♥

有些人在小册子上写我是队里的女强人？
从营回来后我怎么成了最弱的一位啊?

发烧 - 去看医生时他说我是不够休息，不够水 =( 嘴唇都裂完了
忽冷忽热 - 有时穿冷衣长裤关风扇盖背都好冷哦！有时又…… T_T
咳嗽 + 喉咙痛
头晕 - 所以一看到床就很想躺下去，结果是躺了好久好久都没有好到 X_X

昨天已经 miss 了一场 addmath 的补习，今天又有，可能又不能去啦 X_X
明天就要去云顶了呀，我一定要赶快好起来！
我要健健康康庆祝圣诞节 X_X

我要谢谢你我的宝贝鞋
陪我过了在营里的 4天3夜
没把我的脚弄伤，我才能够一直以最快速度完成任务 ♥

单脚跳
军爬
monkey bar
鸭子走
青蛙跳
一面跑一面大声唱 “学海之歌”
掌上压
拉耳朵
躺着骑脚车
搬桌椅上下楼梯
背队友
爬上二楼
一面跑草场一面大声喊 “学哥学姐们好”
在烂泥中爬
搬椅子跑草场
把朋友当作独轮手推车(wheelbarrow)推
在太阳底下跑 2-3小时
在马路上唱新年歌
到街上卖报纸
仰卧起坐

我们统统都做过了 =) 我们都挨过了！yay 大成功♥

谢谢第 22 届
加油第 23 届

hearts ♥

♥ 学记营

2008-12-17T12:57:00.006+08:00

来了
还是来了
终于来了
始终来了

明天就要去学记营了
每次一有 camp, 我都会怕耶
我也不懂为啥会这样

不过要来的，始终会来……

怕怕的去参加，很不享受
倒不如开开心心去，当作去玩
对吗 ♥

我希望在营里流泪记下的是微笑与不舍
我不想在营里含泪写下的是讨厌与不忿

加油 ♥ 享受

♥ continue again..

2008-12-16T09:56:00.011+08:00

♥ trip to vietnam (day 3)

can you see what's that? well that's the morning sky !! the tour guide said we are able to see the sunrise in the early early morning (5am). but we got nothing to see, once again it let us down. X.X but i guess this photo is not too bad right? =)

2.
and here's our breakfast ! i truly LOVE♥ the WESTERN style breakfast,

Eggs

omeltte

toast bread

milk

butter

table knife

forks

these are the MUST-have things on the dining table^^ sluuurp..yummyyy ~

and see what I've done to the eggggy =P

how ~~lame~~ CUTEEEEE =P
the egg was egging me to eat it ! keke o yar, im a very very faithful fans towards EGG♥ XD

3.
can u see wad is that? JESUS =) yep, hill of JESUS~
every1's mouth was just like 'harr..we're going to walk, in order to reach there?'
yes yes. tiring man x.x

nearly reach le ! keep on babeh ~

yay finally ! this is the best picture of Jesus =) there's stairs that we can climb n climb in 'he's' body, it's very very tall that we can see the whole city ~daddy was very scared that we'll fall down accidentally XD

see ! the toooy !! XD ( i was standing on jesus's hand at that moment =x )

jie was the photographer and she asked all of us to see far er n far er =x
do u feel like we saw a light of HOPEE? =X personally i feel so =P

4.
then, we went for lunch and a temple, nothing special =\
im like crazy huh in this photo XD

5.
then we went for a place that the army and soldiers of Vietnam defended ~there's a lot of trap and landmine that they dont take it out. so we have to be careful there. they were so brilliant that their traps were easy-done and can work very well =D

noe what's this? if u accidentally step on it, u can only wait and meet Death le x.x
eeeeeee, that's what we always see in the moviee ~

6.
after check-in for our hotel, then we went and have our dinner near a very well-known plaza (i think).
so far this was the best meal among the three days' 1. =X
we're not really get used to the food there x.x and this was the food from chain store ~
see the small plate with yellowy liquid in it? well that's actually BEER !
LOLS we have no any glass on the table so we just use what we have on the table, ya that's it XD

7.
yes then we went to shop outside, there's actually a tiny pasar malam only x.x
but we've bought something as well =D
and this is wad i bought~ is she ~~pretty~~ looks like me? LOL kidding~

8.
the time still havent reach as we had promised to meet each other at 10.30pm but it was only 9.15pm.
so we went to the plaza nearby, it was like a very big garden with flowers, trees, and 1 scene that i didnt see it from Malaysia ! they were playing shuttlecock feather kick toy (if u dont noe what is a shuttlecock, click it nicely =D) every where. they were so PRO ! they can avoid the shuttlecock from falling down to the land with ANY pose ! how cool is it.u will just open your mouth and feel like you're in a 少林寺~ XD im not exaggerate kay~ you noe, the plaza was between a lot of high high buildings ~ is there any places like this in Malaysia? we were so boring so we bought a shuttlecock too. then we only noe that we're soooo dump in playing this, and it is absolutely not as easy as what we thought x.x

see, many of them were playing as well.i think we were the most poor guys who played this that moment.seeing the proS playing made us felt so shame =P but we continued lor ~ i think it will be very very FUN if we can play well =) i like♥ it.

9. yes, that's all for today =D
we backed to our hotel afterwards ,
bathe, and have a good night sleeeep ♥

-END-

♥ 华文 vs Eng

2008-12-15T10:27:00.013+08:00

As what yanne said,
my latest blogs were typed in English,
and my previous blogs were typed in Chinese.

i have to say that Chinese is a better way for me to express my feelings,
while i'll type English to describe something , some people, some event ~

i am bad in english .

this is a fact =(
i hope i can change this ~

我会开始努力，真的……♥

♥ continue

2008-12-14T10:18:00.023+08:00

♥ Trip to Vietnam (Day 2)

it came to the 2nd day of the trip =)
this post is all about PHOTOS :D
( im lazy to type a lot lar kay =P , some more words are not that interesting too right~ wink*)

yep, this is where we had our breakfast on the 2nd day,
romantic right ~ it's on the top of the hotel, wind is blowing softly all the time,
it's invigorating =) but the chairs are actually so heavy XD

2.

we went to the war museum afterward ~ some were really disgusting.

the war between Vietnam and US i think.many of us ran to sentiment after walking around the museum. they were sooooooo CRUEL ! do you see the 2nd pic at the The woman with her baby right bottom of the picture?she's actually the girl in the middle of the photo which did not wear any clothes ~ she's living happily n peacefully at US now =) (im not sure it's US or not) well this photo seems quite popular since many of them saw it before.im so glad that the girl is saved =D

see ~! can you simply believe that it is a POST OFFICE ? :D cool right~
ohmytian, so big O.O and the post office is still working as well ~

and this is the church outside it.the joss really amazed me O.O how NICE~i saw bloody many of photographers there, and we saw some of them were taking their wedding photos there =)

and here's our lunch !! colorful right o.o
it was quite horrible for us, the Malaysians x.x
when our tour guide told us that we were going for a buffet and there will be 70+ dishes,we were really exited and feel like can't wait to have it ,
but it totally let us down , uhh~ but mayb we were just cannot get use to the food over there =\

yep after hanging around in some jewellery shops, check in,
we went to the seaside which just a stone's thrown from our hotel =D
youths always

♥ sea
♥ warm sunlight
♥ sky
♥ freeeeee
♥ beachhhh

and so do we =D but the word 'crystal clear' cannot to be used to describe the sea water there =(
we ARE yearning to go for a beach side with the light-blue sea water ~ eews once again we were disappointed ~but we have took a lot of photos there. we JUMP n JUMP until we took a satisfying photo XD

im totally LOVE♥ these photos =)
frankly, i dont really know when my jie took these photos~
but the feel is not bad right XD

I took this photo ~! nice right XD im professional ! hahaha. laugh*
but i was not in the photo =) DO RE MEEEEE ( do u c it? ) ~

after our bath, it was our DINNER TIME ^^ yum yum~
well, LA LA, sotong, and prawn AGAIN !
nothing special =\

ah har ~! that's it, my family's photo !! uhh..da ge is not there =( !!
T__T i miss the time we've been eating together,playing together, chatting together,

my F A M I L Y RAWKS =D

that's all for the 2nd day =) Vietnam is not that bad lar k

*winkk ♥

♥ im bk!

2008-12-13T10:10:00.010+08:00

♥ Trip to Vietnam ( Day 1 )

yay I'm back to my sweeet sweeet home ^^
what can i say is..
" Vietnam is definitely not what you ARE thinking now ! "
i guess you will want to noe why..?
well Vietnam is so developed that the city there is even more prosperous than here~

the shopping malls are everywhere.
the hotels can be seen everywhere.
the foreigner were walking everywhere.
the Christmas decoration were nicer and valued.

but there is a BUT..

the air pollution is more serious if compare with Malaysia

I'm glad that i wont feel like im dirty and dusty after i crossed a street in malaysia =)

okay, I'm lazy to say a lot about my trip ~
can i just throw some photos and give some description ? =D

well im just going to post some photos of the 1st day of the trip in this entry.
it's not that much since we reached Vietnam at night that day,
so we couldn't visit anywhere =\

- here we go -

⇒ omg see, how crowded was our air-Asia airport !
air-asia should be larger ok? i was so boring that i couldn't online =(

⇒ see! our dinner of the 1st day ~
nah the food in Vietnam is not that bad OK? =)
but almost every uncle and auntie complained about the food that they were simply too tasteless!
but WE, teenagers XD the younger of the group,
lauded for the 'tasteless food' as a 'healthier food' ~
yepp the youth are always not that care about the flavour of the food unless it's really terrible !

⇒ hoho this is my 2nd bro, leng chai rite =P
but he's freaking LAME ~ and cold XD
the place: hotel =)

⇒ and that's me ! and my jie
in the hotel, too.
like this picture as i didn't do this freak expression before
and that's not too bad right =P

well that's all for the DAY 1 ~
not much paiseh ~!
haha but for the 5-days trip,
we took about 500 photos ^^
i have deleted a lot since they were not that nice
and, waste my memories =P

I'll post for the 2nd day later guys =)

♥ hearts

♥ I'll be back

2008-12-07T21:50:00.005+08:00

♥ I'll be back from VIETNAM

yep yep,
tomorrow im going to vietnam,
(not much peoples noe abt that XD )
yipii ^^ well im not really long to go for a vacation at vietnam as well ,
but, the presence of all of my cousins and relatives,
my dady's friends that i noe well, really delighted me a lot ^^ *boo
y? because a trip like that always make us to live like a big family
yay ~* im just ridiculously HAPPY ! keke~

we will take a looooooooot of pics there ! i guess,
and im oweys d photographer ):
LOL so im not going to appear in those photos much i think XD
[eews] actually im not confident enough to wear nice tops and skirts D=
( haha not much people noe about that =P )

well, ntg much to describe this boring weekend ~
kor n jie are bk !!
but i couldnt use my pc X_X
my kor oweys plug out my pc and plug in his !
argh ~! so well im using his pc XD

kay, i'll b back at the midnight of friday ~

waitting eagerly for my BETTER tomorrow ~!

♥

♥ Happy Birthday

2008-12-06T09:57:00.009+08:00

♥ Tiring FridAy

yesterday, 05.12.08 was really the mOst tiring n horrible friday that i ever had =x
well yesterday was Derrick's birthday, happy birthday =)
hOpe u do like my present, simply a cap =X

well we went Sg Wang by bus, den KTM, den monorel.
eews malaysia's transportation is really... ... [...]
and we had forgot about next monday is the malay's festa.(haji)
ohmytian, damn many peoples lor.
when the KTM reached, we no nid to walk at all also.
the peoples behind 'moved' us. LOL.

well we had a lot of fun there anyway =)
shop, and our lunch ^^

we ate at SUSHI station and, we ate ramen XD
DO you wan some ice-cream? =)

three of us bought our clothes, though not much =)
but we had wasted a lot of $$ lor.
haha buy this and that. somemore jiejie sotong oso,
bought ktm tickets oso wrong XD
bought the ticket to MidValley.
well MidValley is not suitable for us to shop lor.
rich woman then should shop there.
eiyer many famous brand's shops there lor.
we cannot lar, teenagers should go Sg.Wang.
haha.but quite lots of people.many 'lala mui' :x
many chio bu ~! haha. they r borned to let me see ok? XD

while waitting penny to try her clothes XD

we went at about 8.30am.and reached at about 11.00 i guessed.
wao there is really so big lor until we cannot finish shop the whole mall before we bk at 5pm~
we just shoped half of the mega mall i think XD
on the monorel, so sotong lor.we went in d wrong monorel,
and we even went to somewhere far-er X__X
then, jiejie went to meet her fren le.
and there was only left penny and me =)
both of us waited for the KTM for about an hour.
we missed the 1st train that came, cause there was really too big gangs of people.
very funny lar when you see them who being crowded in the ktm.
cannot breath le. haha. just like sadin lor.
so the next turn came after 30 minutes i think.
[aww] so i waited almost an hour ady.
omg, derrick's party had started T_T~

den in the ktm, i was being sadin in the crowd ~ x.x
and dun hav any supports, i can even see 10 peoples' hand were holding the pole.
and i was too far from the pole.and when d ktm started to move,
i was just like dancing x.x duno where should my hands put. eews..
after few stands, phew.. finally i can breath!! LOL~

mummy keep calling me and penny.
lol my phone just shown mi d battery was low.
and i had switched off.
after that i saw that my mum had missed call me for almost 10+ times.
haha too worry i think.
and after reached S'ban, we totally were running to the terminal.
[eews] my feet were pain ! and there was no bus to KP T_T~
when we bus reached, we were exited u noe.
but the driver went and eat i think, for almost an hour AGAIN !
argh ~!! i was going to bite people lor.
seeing the time goes ~ and the party ~ ohmytian.
n the driver walked to the bus SLOWLY though he saw that there was LOT OF people waitting lor.
irritating me argh ~!
and , i was nervous and panic again~
why? because the people started to pushhhhhhh again !
those malay guys x.x din c them Q up before der ~!
luckily i went up quickly and sat as fast as my leg could carry XD
after every1 came up, i think the total amount of the passengers can actually sit for 2 buses lor.
i gt a shock, worrying whether the bus can move or not,
and luckily, it CAN, LOLS
when we reached derrick's party was already 10.30pm i think.
freaking tired.eews.somemore mummy keep calling and scolding, nagging me.

we went there for about an hour only.
hmm i dun really talk to every1,especially form5 1.
hmm not satisfied with wad i had done there. =(
i thought we could have a very very happy moment but
every1 was just talking own things lor.

and, photo time !! we took a lot of photos there =)

- happy birthday derrick -

:: you're nice c that hair ok? :D

♥ Im back

2008-12-02T19:37:00.002+08:00

♥ Im back

WELL WELL WELL~
i didnt continue my blog since i finished my last exam
for lower form, PMR last few months XD.
and well, why m i here again?
well well well~
just going to say:
" IM BACK! :D "
i tried to write my feelings in my diary.
well it's actually better than i blog in WRTECH.
(._.) y? because,
here's some1 who is really a busy body ~
hate it hate it X_X

so, im back to BLOGGER !
used up whole day to find a suitable templete for me,
and this & that.
thx f0r GRYN's blog :D
i got many links from there
aligatohhh :)

so, im bk.
im not going to give too much of friends about my blog,
unlike the previous 1,
i hoped more n more people to read,
to leave a comment ,though it's jz some meaningless comments x.x

well well well,
now, im DIFFERENT!
hahaha :D
just hope that i can type all my feelings here,
with my heart ♥

r u reading my blog?!!
omg, pleaseeeeeee do forget what i typed here
before you exit, thanks ;D

somehow, i like to decorate my blog XD
with pictures :D

enj0y :)

DO NOT MESS ME UP

♥ HELLO ;)

2008-12-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

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